about yesterday. i woke up kinda late.

but as usual i come to school on tyme unlike some people...haha.

i seriously cannot remember anything dat happened in class.

coz i was very very very extremely damn irritatingly sleepy. my mood was like irritating.
oh wait. i remember something...i was pissed of with a bunch of trio bitches and sluts. who apparently do not bath when they come to school. and they HAVE THE BLOODY CHEEKS to blame me. fcuk! dey didn't even know what was going on, and they walked like some big fcuks and blamed me.i was like dammit. gerls again! fcukers! so i let out a few words which were harsh but i knew i could have done better. but i had said i was feeling sleepy so i was not up to my best.

hah!

den i went for the training. its like the whole week i was super duper busy. i come back home from school everyday and its already like 8.30 liddat. and i have to get the school uniform ready,my ncc uniform ready,my homework done,my school bag packed and lastly to bath. so just think how shitly tired i was. but it paid off. unlike some people who didn't do their homework and got a so called after school session with the teacher.haha. he was forced to go coz he is the type dat always nvr finishes his work. those in class will know. later he will give some stupid freaking lame excuse like i lost the wksht. haha. and when he is late for school he will give some seriously stupid lame story dat made bart,hanafi and me laugh our ass off. so he said his bicycle chain broke(not the first time he said it) den his keys fell into the drain and the his pants was dirty so he had to go back and change. and then he wanted to act smart.

when hanafi and i were discussing about the geography test ryte, we said that the test was kinda tough. but that loser said it was easy.. ended up we passed and he failed....u shuld have seen his face. the I KNOW EVERYTHING face when he got no clue. and when bart made a speech and said that abraham lincoln was the 16th president of the U.S. and hanafi said it was not...he acted like one big fcuk know it all and said it was. when in fact it was not. so when bart told him that he made a mistake and it was the wrong thing den he say ...i dunnoe ...i was just saying.... hanafi , azfar and me clearly saw that he was acting like a smart person and said that he was ryte and now he saying otherwise...immediately after he went away hanafi started cursing...azfar and i were like so freaking disgusted..what an ass! huh. and some blind ppl actually called him modest.
would a modest person act like a freak like what he does.
so some jokes we compiled(about him) :
the word:tablet his pronounciation:teh-belet.
the word:speculate his pronounciation:spare-chulate..
the word: history his pronounciation: his-toe-ry
there are more but i'll save it for another day. i but this is already stupid enough to make you laugh your guts out.
want to know why i hate him,despise him,get irritated by his fuctup face?
firstly,last year he spat in my water bottle.
secondly, he made my bestfren turn against me when it was his efffffinnnnggg! fault.but now the bestfren knows that he is an ass.
thirdly,he talks behind my back.
fourth,he pretends he is some smart person and acts pitiful and modest . SERIOUSLY ACT!
fifth,he thinks he can get whatever he wants.
sixth,he did something wrong to my fren.
seventh,we told him off and he promised not to do it again but he did.
eighth,he has done all this and he thinks he is perfect.
ninth,when i just got back at him a little bit for what he has put me through, he go act emo and make it look like its my fault.hey ass its just a little bit. if i give all that he did...i think he turn into moron.
tenth. he doesn't study for tests and always lie to hanafi and me and say that he does and while we are recaping in class he will interupt and act smart.
eleventh:when there were group projects throughout last year and begining of this year before helm,he never contribute and when it was time to pass up he would always pretend like he did the work. so when we told him off, again he made a promise which he clearly did not live up to.he said he would do all the upcoming projects. which he did not. fazillah did most of it. and when we had meetings he wud not show up.only when we go sungei buloh coz to him its an outing kinda thing.
twelve: hanafi and i ask him do atleast some, den he say he got alot of things. fcuk! he thinks that he is the only one.
thirtheen. so we were so pissed of and hanafi ask him to stayback to do it coz he has been saying that that he was busy the previous days and he wud do it today but he go call his mother,ryte infront of me and tell her he needed to stayback because i forced him to.he blatently lied infront of us. dammit!he used my name in vain.fcuk ass! so ended up i had to do it.
fourteen: hanafi did the d&t product model until donno how much and he lost it together with his sketchbook. and they had to re-do everything from scratch with materials other groups did not want anymore.imagine how flared up i was when hanafi told me that.
fifteen: told by hanafi that he wears the same uniform for a week and kills us with his odour.
sixteen: he thinks that he looks cute.
seventeen :he was supposed to bring my art things which he kept but he did not.
eighteen: he dared to say i was DISORGANIZED. azfar, hanafi and i wanted to f him upside down sial! so what if he can keep his bag neat.? does he even do his work. or study or do the projects. kimak dier sak! i do my work and pack my bag everyday. and i study for upcoming tests. and i bother to do the work if i forget. when he forgets , he just buat bodoh!
nineteen: he self-proclaims that people like him.
twenty: while he was liking this gerl,he went flirting around with another.


there are more but i am too tired to list them out.


and for you. i really-really love you. i reeeeeeeeeeaaaalllllyyyyy do. i have been too busy and tired.but seriously u piss me off. the way u treat me is like i am some kind of pest. for no apparent reason you said"go die la" . that just sliced ryte through me.i wud rather you torture me physically den mentally or verbally. go take a knife and kill me if you want me to die. if i culd die in your hands dat wud be great. how do i confess my love for you when you are always so temperamental. first ur nice and the next moment ur snapping at me. i do have feelings. i really care for you. how i wish you wud understand my predicament.i really want to lend you my shoulders and let you lean on them. i really wish dat i culd be the first one u wud come to if u had a problem. how i wish u wud trust me to be ur listening ear, the one to wipe away ur tears and put a smile on ur face and fill each of ur day our sweet & precious moments. i wanna carry you around in my arms and run around like a mad man and repeat this words: i love you and i will always be there for you.................................
but now it seems like you hate me. you just glare at me and won'teven say hi.
i would pass by you and ur friends and you wuld act like we are complete strangers.
i wait for you to say hi to me on the msn but its just so quiet.
is this it?
is this how it ends.
i really have faith it won't.
i will be waiting.
for
u
to cool
down.


gd bye ...

Labels: i sincerely am sorry