to that asshole hu said my blog is stupid, pls have the bloody guts to put ur name down.
freak. u dare to say it so better put ur name u coward!


btw. had aeromodelling camp recently.
i missed the first day because of pds.
so i went on the second day but did not sleep over even when alan and the otheres were forcing me.
i had no choice. i could not stay.
so during the camp i met syazwan. this short but cute guy. he is into acting.
u culd say he is like jathish but a much better version. much much better.
he is cute. seriously. not in the weird way but he is like a little child. but he my age. haha.
and i found out they had only 2 theory components. freaking easy. compared to what my batch of instructors did. but still sad to say some still failed.
ok so currently looking for a floor mat for my room, a floor pillow or bean bag. any idea where to get them? no ikea and courts dun have.
i am thinking of painting my room but need to find the right day.
thinking of these colours, green ,grey,blue and purple.
tell me ppl.



i just cannot get you out of my mind.
since that day i last saw u,
u have been in my mind.
ur sweet smile.
if only i hadn't met u.
i wud not be loving u so bad ryte now.
till the time we meet.

hey ppl. sorry i very long never update. and i said i was gonna change my url and all but really too busy. i had camps pds aeromodelling and all. so i try to find time to do it. since the lame ATYQAH(: wun help me i gotta figure it out myself.

THOSE NCC PART A OR PART B WHO ARE STILL INTERESTED IN JOINING PDS, JUST TO LET YOU KNOW YOU CAN STILL TRY OUT FOR IT. JUST BRING ALONG YOUR LETTER TO THE NEXT PDS TRAINING. FOR MORE INFORMATION ABOUT THE TRAINING , YOU CAN CONTACT THOSE WHO ARE CURRENTLY IN PDS AND ASK THEM TO INFORM YOU OF WHEN THE TRAININGS WILL BE, WHAT TO BRING , WHAT ATTIRE AND ETC.



that's all folks!

Labels: iqbal signing off

hello ppl!


ok i just found out my cousin knows my blog. thats ryte nifail i am doing it.!!!

he found out about this blog from a crazy fuckin' bitch he calls a friend that is from unity.
hah.
so i gonna change the url so enjoy reading this for the last time niffy.hah i am doing it!



ok so far my life is pretty balanced. sucky on some parts and fun on others. so we planned out class outing. gonna be on 25th. dats what we decided for now. place is probably sentosa.


oh andd i got some of my grandfathers singlet that he has not used yet. and some of his baju kurung and his kain pelekat? haha. he uses a specific brand that is kinda rare that my aunt and me knows what. haha.

ok i am just so loving pds. whatever that may happen to me.
and ccac camp coming. have not packed yet!!! omfg!

ok tomorrow got aero. i think i should go.
then got some family day shit. hah.
tomorrow have to wake up damn early.
see you.
and nifail. enjoy it while it last. i will keep the others informed on my new link. see ya

i won't be posting for some time coz my granddaddy just left us.

allahyarham hj Ahmed Bin Yusof telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 4 hb november pada 10.40.malam.
semoga dia digolongkan dengan orang yang soleh dan ditemukan dengan nani.

i love you atok but i know you miss nani so i am glad that your suffering ended.i told myself to be happy for you but i am just so selfish coz i miss you and nani too much.i am happy i was there went you breathed your last breath. i saw your heartrate going down to 51 then to 30 then to 21 and there was no more reading.i witnessed your departure and i saw you did not suffer. you were very ill before but you fought to survive because of nani so now you can leave and meet her.i took care of you several days and night without proper sleep at the hospital. i truly do not regret it. i feel as though i have not done enough. and i truly love you and nani.visit me in my dreams if its not too much to ask. bye.

Labels: i love you nani and atok.

the song that is playing is a french song. it has no lyrics to it.
it just a boy and a girl singing to it with their voices.
its just so super nice. and romantic.
it might sound very high here but to enjoy a better quality click this.http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0tHMTHYRVbs

maybe you might find meaning to it. well i know i did.
the way to enjoy it is with an open mind! ((: