i won't be posting for some time coz my granddaddy just left us.

allahyarham hj Ahmed Bin Yusof telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada 4 hb november pada 10.40.malam.
semoga dia digolongkan dengan orang yang soleh dan ditemukan dengan nani.

i love you atok but i know you miss nani so i am glad that your suffering ended.i told myself to be happy for you but i am just so selfish coz i miss you and nani too much.i am happy i was there went you breathed your last breath. i saw your heartrate going down to 51 then to 30 then to 21 and there was no more reading.i witnessed your departure and i saw you did not suffer. you were very ill before but you fought to survive because of nani so now you can leave and meet her.i took care of you several days and night without proper sleep at the hospital. i truly do not regret it. i feel as though i have not done enough. and i truly love you and nani.visit me in my dreams if its not too much to ask. bye.

Labels: i love you nani and atok.