omg. so long i never update.

so-the-very-the-sorry.


i miss blogging so much.

but just too shacked these days.

i cannot stop thinking of the little kid from the orphanage.

miss him so very much.

we pretty much connected.

when i was with him , the feeling of not wanting to let him go kept playing in my mind.

really sad lar.

the kids thinks his father will take him home.

i swear i will look for the adik again.

sayang sangat ngan dier.




ok had a few test and tomorrow eng test.


i really dun understand the feeling i am feeling

i just hate what i am going through.


the uncertainty.


the angst.


the doubt.


the sadness.


this turmoil . it just sucks.


when can i be the cheery and just happy me again?
i miss myself alot.

cant have any alone tyme these days.

ohh and sec1 are so lovely and innocent.

their innocence wont last long.




hahs.



btw ppl sucks.



u ppl hu did that sucks.





and i love you.




yes you! buhbye