hey babes!

see..i am updating it already ...cool ryte? i noe..(:

so sport fiesta:
i woke up at 5a.m. in e mornin! dammit...but i was still kinda late to meet up wit my frenz..hahs!
so i juz met em CCK mrt.
den went to school...saw some orienteering ppl...congrats guys...good job!
den we took attendance...en my mood was still down coz of something..
en weee boarded the bus to go to CCAB...guess what? i was wondering where that place was ,when i have been to that place many time during my primary school days..haha..
i use to have my tennis tournaments there..ironic ain't it?
so we set up the soccer pitch and then some music was playing so john and i was lip syncing and pretended we were having a concert...it felt great..haha! juz then ppl started coming already....

so some opening ceremony yadayada when on and it all started....i was not in the umpiring comittee so i was kinda free...so i walked around with hanafi when mr chan told us to help him carry cartons of water to the tentage...was quite far and the things were really heavy even though we had that trolley thing...even hanafi couldn't push it..so moi did it...but ended up twisting my thumb...

hahs! i got the red cross to rub some ointment on it...i had fun playing the trolley thing wit hanafi....he was aspiring to be a first aider...and i was the casualty...i know cute ryte?
haha..(prasan)

den i walk around some more....talk to ppl...so i played for my class for a while since i had to play.... bet you all did not know this....i played soccer in primary school with my frens almost every day..even when i was feftching my sister....i stopped when i entered secondary school..no idea why? so chen lu was amazed when i actually did something cool..haha..i really miss playing with those primary school assholes that i call frens...

well after that i chatted with some people...it was very hot though.. drank like 5 bottles of water and surprisingly did not even step into the toilet....i think i know why...i sweated it all out...and jaycee gave me a bottle of h2o for free...credits to you!

i planned an outing and thought you were gonna go but you did not...i talked to you and u brought my hopes up.you made me feel that you cared about me.guess i was wrong.you like the attention that you get from all those guys that likes you.that makes you a bitch.knwing all this i try my very best to forget you.but i cannot. i know that all you do is hurting me. i know.i really do.and i hate you for that.i seeriously hate you.i don't know why but alongside that feeling,i still love you.i just dun get it.why is it that i hate you so much but i still love you.you tell me..you remember those sweet moments we had? and there was once during the fiesta when you swiped something away from my face..?i felt great. you are giving me hope dammit. if u dun like me den stop giving me false hope..i love you and i dun understand why?i try to forget you..i do..but i just can't. when u smile it just melts me.i hate you for that coz i know u are a flirt. even ur best fren said she pitied anyone who liked you coz u r the type of person who flirts around and toy with feelings..i hate...but i love you.
bye peeps!

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